Let me convey something before I hang my laundry okay .Firstly ,I will pick-up a fight with my brother & parents real soon .I know its a sinful act ...but well ,I must bring out the facts .I know I'm a girl therefore girls must do the house chores but wait ,I have 2 brothers and I'm pretty sure they will do a real good job on cleaning ,right ? Why can't they just lend me hand ? Especially my 3rd brother[via friend finder:Andery Ilmih] ,who always declare that he's tired after work so he can't do any chores but at night he is allowed to go out ! is that fair ? Obviously not,you're the worst brother and also the spoilt brat in my family! .On this 3 weeks that I didn't go out at all,I've been very patient with them,some of them .For example,they left me alone till late midnight .It makes me feel bad and between those day I really discovered that my family is treating me like a maid or in other words "dog" .Fine ,Jasni Family Member ...I'm a dog .

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So yeah ,that's the reason why I'm crying each night not only that .....a memories of love come back to me codly .Whenever I think of that ,I break down .Ya allah ,with all your might ,I'll try to bear with all this .